...a big dose of "Life on life's terms..."
I was having some bad dizzy spells, passing out if I couldn't sit with head down quickly enough, and I got really scared. Plus it was very hard to go anywhere. I knew it wasn't anxiety. I've had these before but I thought that they were under control. I had had a heart attack about 5 years ago. I found my way to one of the best cardiologists in L.A. (Stanford grad, prof. at UCLA). Finally, a simple answer: I have a tendency to low blood pressure (as did my mom). It can get worse as one gets older. RX: make sure I'm hydrated, don't get low blood sugar and try not to stand up too quickly. Also some adjustment in the interminable meds one acquires as one becomes older. Mission accomplished.
So that took a couple of weeks and some panic and feeling powerless on my part. That is relatively resolved. I'm back to exercising, swimming and pilates, thank goodness. Sometimes it just helps to know that something isn't serious. Whew!
Then, someone who had access previously to my website erased all the files before I was able to move them to a new server. I knew that this person had bouts of irrationality and vengefulness, which was part of the reason I was easing myself into a more stable situation. Then I DID have a panic attack, though it was in my head and not my body. But that has been rescued, reassembled and everything's OK. Whew...another cliff hanger like in "The Perils of Pauline" or perhaps more recently the end of season shows on House, Weeds and any other show that can pull it off.
I don't which is more troubling to me: a random though difficult life occrrence or my mystification at why people would do things like that??? But, problem solved, onward and upward.
So, in the throes of "Life on Life's Terms", I didn't write in either of my blogs. I was too busy scampering around trying to keep the sky from falling.
"Life happens while you're busy making other plans...." My all ltime favorite quote.
Was I remiss in not being doggedly determined to write everyday or was I being wise, unflappable, and flowing with the Universal flow?
I leave that question to you, dear reader, if you are out there. My analysis though is "WELL...YOU CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING."
Actually, that's a joke that one of my friends used to say when he'd finish paying his bills every month.
But, one things if for sure and a certainty: you can't do everything...at least not all at one time.
Returning to normalcy. Please feel free to comment or add.
Susan
www.hypno4success.com
You need to be a member of HypnoThoughts.com to add comments!
Join HypnoThoughts.com