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Wow...4th post but many days have elapsed....my journey to prosperity and excellence as been expanded to include....

...a big dose of "Life on life's terms..."

I was having some bad dizzy spells, passing out if I couldn't sit with head down quickly enough, and I got really scared. Plus it was very hard to go anywhere. I knew it wasn't anxiety. I've had these before but I thought that they were under control. I had had a heart attack about 5 years ago. I found my way to one of the best cardiologists in L.A. (Stanford grad, prof. at UCLA). Finally, a simple answer: I have a tendency to low blood pressure (as did my mom). It can get worse as one gets older. RX: make sure I'm hydrated, don't get low blood sugar and try not to stand up too quickly. Also some adjustment in the interminable meds one acquires as one becomes older. Mission accomplished.

So that took a couple of weeks and some panic and feeling powerless on my part. That is relatively resolved. I'm back to exercising, swimming and pilates, thank goodness. Sometimes it just helps to know that something isn't serious. Whew!

Then, someone who had access previously to my website erased all the files before I was able to move them to a new server. I knew that this person had bouts of irrationality and vengefulness, which was part of the reason I was easing myself into a more stable situation. Then I DID have a panic attack, though it was in my head and not my body. But that has been rescued, reassembled and everything's OK. Whew...another cliff hanger like in "The Perils of Pauline" or perhaps more recently the end of season shows on House, Weeds and any other show that can pull it off.

I don't which is more troubling to me: a random though difficult life occrrence or my mystification at why people would do things like that??? But, problem solved, onward and upward.

So, in the throes of "Life on Life's Terms", I didn't write in either of my blogs. I was too busy scampering around trying to keep the sky from falling.

"Life happens while you're busy making other plans...." My all ltime favorite quote.

Was I remiss in not being doggedly determined to write everyday or was I being wise, unflappable, and flowing with the Universal flow?

I leave that question to you, dear reader, if you are out there. My analysis though is "WELL...YOU CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING."

Actually, that's a joke that one of my friends used to say when he'd finish paying his bills every month.

But, one things if for sure and a certainty: you can't do everything...at least not all at one time.

Returning to normalcy. Please feel free to comment or add.

Susan

www.hypno4success.com

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Susan French Comment by Susan French on July 19, 2009 at 5:13am
What a very sweet and thoughtful to send and to say.

Thank you so very much.

Susan
claymore58 Comment by claymore58 on July 13, 2009 at 10:30am
I recently ran across this in my reading....

Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged, and the mother said, “I love you and I wish you enough.” The daughter replied, “Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.” They kissed, and the daughter left.
The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in, asking, “Did you ever say goodbye to someone knowing it would be forever?”
“Yes, I have,” I replied. “Forgive me for asking, but why is this forever goodbye?”
I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back will be for my funeral,” she said.
When you were saying goodbye, I heard you say, ‘I wish you enough’ May I ask what that means?”
She began to smile. “That’s a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone.”
She paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail, and she smiled even more.
“When we said, ‘I wish you enough,’ we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them.” Then, turning toward me, she shared the following as if she were reciting it from memory:


I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.

I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final goodbye.

She then began to cry and walked away.


They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
I WISH YOU ENOUGH

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